Abuse Journal

Wisdom to Overcome Childhood Adversity

Throughout my healing journey, I have learned that even in the darkest moments, a small glimmer of hope can break through—especially when fear and memories of abuse feel overwhelming.

There were times when fear clouded my judgment and shaped my decisions. The weight of past trauma left me feeling lost, consumed by sadness, guilt, and shame. I often withdrew from others, hiding from those who caused harm and isolating myself as a way to cope. The emotional pain felt endless, like a constant punishment I could not escape.

Although stepping out of the darkness and facing adversity felt daunting, it was possible. Along the healing journey, you meet people who offer support, guidance, and wisdom, illuminating a path toward healing and freedom.

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  • Little Girl Lost a Poem

    Little girl lost in darkness.

    Wandering to and fro.

    Searching for her way in life.

    Stumbling along day by day.

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  • The Unusually Vivid Dream Standing in a Dark Cave

    It was a cold winter morning in February 2015. As dawn began to break, I woke up remembering an unusually vivid dream. The dream was so lifelike that I felt as if I was standing in a dark cave watching.

    In the center of the cave was a hole in the ground. Bricks were stacked around it, about four feet in height. It appeared to be the opening of an old well.

    To the right of the pit, a tall, dark figure stood in the shadows. To the left, a brick wall stood 3 or 4 feet in height. I stood in front of the hole, my eyes gazing at the tall, dark figure in the shadows.

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  • What Does It Mean To Be Walking In Darkness?

    Walking in darkness refers to the “physical and spiritual living conditions “of non-believers—individuals who do not trust in Christ for their salvation and are not cleansed of all unrighteousness.

    You can identify them by their objectionable behavior and unjust actions. To God, all have sinned and fallen short of His glory. This means we have all walked in darkness at some point in life.

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